Being Sick on Halloween STINKS

Listening to: my fan
What I Should Be Doing: SLEEPING

It's only 8:09 and I should really already be asleep. I'MSICK. It sucks. I mean, I've been waiting to get sick for like a month now, but now that I am, it's awful. My stomach is really queasy [and I haven't eaten anything since about 7:50 AM], my head hurts occasionally, and I just feel gross. =( Yeah.

So I wake up late, eat a Poptart in the car, go to Digital Video, where my tummy decides to feel awful, and go to English, where I have a test [that I think I did badly on] and my tummy decides to half-kill me. Then, I'm walking to the library with my booooks, and I pass the dean of students in the hall and he's like "How are you?" and I'm just all "Hi" 'cause I feel like crud. And he's all "Are you okay? Usually you're all excited and smiling and stuff" and I'm like "I feel bad" so then he's all "Go to the nurse" and I'm like "But I have to do my math homework." But he made me go anyway. And I sat there for like 30 minutes waiting for my mom to come pick me up while working on stupid history.

Yeah. So then I came home and slept for SIX HOURS. And then I woke up, did homework, and now I'm here. =(

It sucks. Even though I may possibly be too old, I really wanted to go trick or treating. :( This is actually the first year I haven't gone... Even when I had strep throat when I was like 9, I sat in our little red wagon and my dad pulled me to the houses. xD I luff Halloween. And trick or treating...

Wahs.

The end.

I may or may not be going to bed now.

Oh, and my mom's all "You're not going to school tomorrow" so poo. I'll be here.

Okay, Who Lied About High School Being Fun?

Listening to: The Curse of Curves by Cute is What We Aim For
What I Should Be Doing: Checking to make sure I can get away with doing no homework tonight

I read both of John Green's books this weekend. An Abundance of Katherines and Looking for Alaska. I really liked them both, but I think I liked An Abundance of Katherines more. =) See, Mom, YouTube leads to READING! If you don't know what I'm talking about, go here and freaking watch all the videos. xD They're amazing.

Okay. I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted to go see Powerspace tonight, but my mom wouldn't let me because she doesn't trust the place and the band's not Christian. Which I think is dumb. [She almost let me go to the SAME PLACE to see a Christian band except she's going out of town on a mission trip that weekend so I can't go to that concert either. And it would have been boring with her. I mean, going to a concert with my mom? She thinks it's 'cause I'd be embarrassed of her, but it's not. It just wouldn't be fun.] And I just heard Right On, Right Now, and I seriously want to cry. I'm like in love with this band and I wanted to see them before they got huge. So I probably won't see them ever or I'll see them when they're really popular and tickets cost freaking $50.

I'm buying Armor for Sleep's new CD tomorrow. I can't remember if it comes out tomorrow or Tuesday, but either way, the music store has it in tomorrow and they told me to pick it up then. So. Yeah.

After I read Looking for Alaska, I was EXHAUSTED. I dunno why, but ever since I finished it two hours ago, I've wanted to just take a nap. I've had like no energy. I guess that could be because of the five hours of sleep last night and the long plane ride and the chaotic day, but I'm not usually this exhausted at 9:04 PM.

I've had a bad month. And even with the good two or three days last week, I don't think it's getting better. At all. I mean, I'm happy for a while, but the majority of the time, I'm just really not at all. =(

I guess that's what my music's for. *hugs Farewell*

Homework is Overrated

Listening to: Middle of the Night by Sherwood
What I Should Be Doing: English homework

I always put English homework off. :D ALWAYS.

It's because I hate the class. xD I suck at it... Therefore, I dislike it. :D

I'm still obsessed with The Academy Is..., but not as much as I was. =)

Bill's signature's fading. :(

I love my new CDs. Though I haven't listened to Isn't This Supposed To Be Fun by Farewell yet. =) I love A Different Light by Sherwood. xD

I'm gonna go try to get something done. =P

AT&T Sucks and Andy is Jesus

Listening to: Sleep, Everyone by Powerspace
What I Should Be Doing: Writing Inner/Outer circle questions for World History AP

I love Powerspace. Like times a million.

I almost went to a Motion City Soundtrack today. But my mom said nooo. So wah. She also said no to Fall Out Boy, Powerspace, and This Providence. Yeah. Sucks. FOB was yesterday, Powerspace woulda been this Sunday, and This Providence woulda been like two weeks from now. I'm sad. =(

I'm mad, 'cause my Digital Video teacher made us all get external harddrives, but she didn't give us ANY requirements/expectations, so my step-dad and I just guessed when we bought one [it was $130 and one of the cheapest ones.] And she's all "No, it doesn't work; get a new one." She finally gave me like 2 actual requirements, but that's it.

Okay, the three weeks after October 2 just freaking SUCKED. I've been having a pretty good week this week though. Hopefully, it'll stay good. I think it's good 'cause it's finally getting colder. =)

I'm tired and I don't think I'm gonna go trick or treating for Halloween, which makes me really sad. I wanna go, but it wouldn't be fun by myself...

I'm going to my dad's this weekend and then my friend's staying with me for like 2 weekends in a row. xD Whoo, man. Naw, I'm actually happy about that. =D

My Sherwood CD and my Farewell CD come in tomorrow. =) So happy... I just have to go pick 'em up and I'll be happy for like a week. xD The CD store always makes my day/week better. Like, I hadn't gone in almost a month and then I went on Monday and I was just like "I had/am having a really good day." Was fun. :D Then my friend and I scootered around the intersection by my house for like an hour. *giggles*

Anyway. I should go work on the Inner/Outer circle crud.

I Really Want a Sloppy Joe Right Now

Listening to: Thank You by Simple Plan
What I Should Be Doing: SLEEPING! or PACKING!

I'm tired and this week has been CRAZY long. We finally got our internet back, but it sucks, 'cause sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't.

I SWEAR MY ITUNES IS IN LOVE WITH SIMPLE PLAN. LIKE IT'S HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH THEM. If I EVER actually let one of their songs play [I rarely listen to them anymore, but they were the first non-country band I liked], it plays EIGHT of their songs in a row. It doesn't do that with ANY other band. Seriously.

I annoy people with my addiction/obsession with Solitaire. xD

Uhm. I'm really hungry right now.

At 1 AM, I develop a tolerance for like any type of music. Like, I usually refuse to listen to Kernkraft 400 because it annoys me, but I'm okay with listening to it right now. Same with Simple Plan and country. Except for Taylor Swift. Couldn't listen to her for some reason.

I want fruit loops.

I feel like a completely different person than I was last year and that scares me.

Today my friend got meat stuck in her throat and coughed up mucus for like 6 hours. She had to go to the emergency room. It was scary, but she's okay. =)

I should get some sleep 'cause I have to wake up at TEN TOMORROW. TEN AM ON A SATURDAY! Ah well.

WHY AM I HUNGRY!?

I need to remember to pack like six AA batteries. That reminds me of The Academy Is...! xD *hugs concerts*

I need a life. *nod*

A frozen Eggo waffle sounds AMAZING right now.

Oh, I'm packing for a like two day trip with my friend. =)

I wish it was cold.

Go Stick a Fork in a Toaster in EUROPE!

Listening to: Vermilion Pt. 2 by Slipknot
What I Should Be Doing: Printing out my friend's essay and figuring out when my free period ends

Yeah, I'm at school again. I should have internet tonight or Monday or sometime this weekend, I think. But with my luck, we won't get internet back till like next year. xD

I have so many Slipknot songs, but I don't ever listen to them. I blame Hunter. :D He gave me the CDs and I just downloaded a million songs from 'em.

Anyway. We had to break into our house on Wednesday 'cause all the doors were locked and we didn't have a key for any of them. =D Yup. Um. We broke a window. It was amazing. xP

I keep saying that "It was amazing." I'm also saying "Go stick a fork in a toaster in EUROPE!" instead of "Die!"

=)

I Got to School Today When I Would Normally Still Be Asleep

Listening to: The Phrase That Pays by The Academy Is...
What I Should Be Doing: Working on my English essay

I've been at school since 7:10 AM. It kinda sucks. I need to work on English, but I'm lazy and don't wanna do anything.

I want Isn't This Supposed to Be Fun by Farewell and A Different Light by Sherwood. And I think I'm gonna try to get the new Armor for Sleep CD when it comes out. I should probably find out what it's called. And if I have enough money. xD

... I only have $12. I need like $45. RAWR. Well, M.E. owes me at least $12.

I need a job.

I'm so sick of school. Tomorrow's shortened classes, but I'm so sick of it. I'm so glad that it's Thursday. *nod*

I want to see Powerspace SO badly. As soon as my internet comes back, I'm making a MySpace just to ask the bar/venue whether the show's all ages or not. And then I'm gonna find some small screamo-ish band and ask them to cover Bingo for me. Because that would make me happy.

I'm tired. :)

I have a Latin test in like an hour and a half, and I haven't studied, but I don't wanna right now. I have better things to do. xD Actually, that's a lie. I should work on English but I'm updating this instead. And I can't get to like anything on this computer. Not YouTube, not Facebook, not Yahoo! Mail, not even FOB's website. I don't get it.

My hands are ALWAYS really cold. Same with my feet.

I had to watch the movie North by Northwest for Digital Video. It was okay, but I got bored, and some scenes seemed way too long and the ending sucked. I wanted them to die. And Leonard's totally my hero. xD Okay. I'm done.

My English teacher dislikes me. I'm not exactly sure why. At least, it seems like she dislikes me. *shrugs*

I'm gonna go work on my essay... *face*