This Is A Party Without The People

Listening to: Find A Way by The Used
What I Should Be Doing: Editing pictures for my mom or something
I'm Also: Talking to Allie, looking at names, and rating movies on Facebook

I think I'm the only person on Earth that doesn't like Monty Python. =\ My step-dad kept saying that I'd love Monty Python and The Holy Grail. And then, when I finally watched it, I hated it. It bored the heck out of me. I didn't think any of it was in the least bit funny, and I ended up leaving less than halfway through the movie... Maybe I really don't have a sense of humor. Ah well.

Gah, I'm in a bad mood and it's too warm.

Wait, "learning?" What's that?

Listening to: Drunk Girl by Something Corporate
What I Should Be Doing: Finishing up history, brushing my teeth, and going to bed
I'm Also: Talking to Allie, reading journals on songsmeanings.net, and playing Spider Solitaire [my new addiction]

I picked up Panic! at the Disco's Pretty. Odd. and Something Corporate's Leaving Through The Window today. I also saw Horton Hears a Who again [love that movie!] and had ice cream with my friends. =) All in all, it was a pretty good day.

I'm comfortable talking to the guy that owns/runs the CD store, and I'm comfortable talking to the girl that is sometimes there instead of him, but I'm not comfortable talking to either of them when they're in the same room. I don't know why, so don't ask.

It was like 90 effing degrees. I mean, I know that's normal for where I live, but I was so used to the 40-50s... I almost forgot how gross sweating is.

Wuh-oah... I spent like $72 today. $20 for movie tickets, $20 for ice cream, $32 for my CDs... Dang.

I know how to budget/save my money, but there's always stuff I want. [T-shirts, CDs, concert tickets...]

I don't like Pretty. Odd. even half as much as I liked A Fever You Can't Sweat Out, but whatever. It's okay, just not great. Doesn't really catch my attention.

I'm way too shy sometimes. Like, I can't even talk to the CD store guy when there are people I don't know in there. And I hate ordering food at restaurants/fast food places/ice cream shops. And I absolutely DESPISE talking on the phone. And if I don't have at least one friend in a class, I won't say ANYTHING. Unless it's like guitar. But I've known my teacher for like 5 years. Then again, I didn't talk to him for like the first two. xD

poooooo.

Listening to: Make It Count by Holiday Parade
What I Should Be Doing: Growing up and getting over life.
I'm Also: Fighting a headache, watching George Lopez, and talking to Allie and Anna

I like to please people. But I hate people at the same time...

I don't understand society. It gives me a headache.

This break has been one of the worst breaks ever. That trip to Chicago was a huge waste of time... I wish I had been here staying up till 6 AM and sleeping till 2 PM, instead of being forced to sleep at midnight and waken at 8 AM for the free buffet.

I don't know who I am. Or understand myself.

Go die, Boys Like Girls. First of all, WTF is up with your band name? Are you saying that boys like girls or that you are boys that are like girls? Because if it's the first, you're kind of off. And if it's the second, you have issues. Second, WTF is that song Hero/Heroine? You can't sing. You sound like a dying cat. Get over it. Yeah, I'll admit to liking 3 of their songs, but Jesus.

Simple Plan > Boys Like Girls. And I don't like Simple Plan that much, man...

George Lopez is secretly the best show on TV. *nods*

Do You Have Any Idea How Much I Want To Go To Warped Tour? NO.

[3-19-08; 1:45 PM]
Listening to: Invisible Monsters by Motion City Soundtrack and my dad talking on the phone
What I Should Be Doing: Nothing much. Reading maybe.
I'm Also: Playing Solitaire and wishing that I could blow my nose and that I hadn't finished my water
I'm sitting here in the car with my family, on the way back from Chicago. My legs are bothering me, but whatever.

I think Saryn got me sick. Or something. I dunno. All I know is that my nose is seriously stuffed up and runny at the same time, my throat's killing me, and my head's fuzzy-hurting. And The Everglow by Mae is a seriously good song.
I think I'm annoying people by typing, but whatever.

I finally bought Invisible Monsters. We were shopping in Chicago, and my sisters and step-mom went into H&M. There was a Borders right next to it, so we went there afterward. I bought Twilight ['cause SO many people have recommended that series to me] and Invisible Monsters [FINALLY]. I'm excited to start reading them, but I have The Winds of War and The Wizard Heir to finish, too... And I need to finish The Wizard Heir before March 27 'cause it's a library book. Ah well.

It smells like chapstick, and my tummy's bothering me now.

I kinda want to play my DS, but I have SUCKY games... I want to play Okami when we get home, but they moved the PS2, and it's in the game room now, and I think the children are gonna be all "GH3ROCKBANDSINGSTAR!!!1one!!!1"

he says she's going back home.

Listening to: No Other One by Weezer
What I Should Be Doing: Showering or reading or flossing or something
I'm Also: Fighting a headache, wishing I had water, trying to kill writer's block, and watching Degrassi

It's spring break, and I'm not excited at all.

I got a $50 iTunes gift card as a [really] early Easter present though, so at least I'm happy about that. Even if I do still want 82 more songs.

I want to write, but I can't. Gah.

I hate myself for forgetting my iPod at my mom's.
The only time I forget it is spring break when I'll be spending like six hours in the car. WTF is up with that!?

ihopethismakesyousmile.

I think too much. Especially about people.

I just want life to stop.

Why Can't People Spell...?

I hate adults that refuse to make eye contact with you when they're talking. It's like "Yeah, I'm a kid, but y'know, I can understand you. I'm listening."

Freshman year was the best year of my life.
Summer between freshman and sophomore years was the worst summer of my life.
Sophomore year is the worst year of my life.

gah.

Dear Lord, driving's so much more fun when Manola's the one "teaching" me.

We're flying through the night.

I've had 'run, baby, run, don't ever look back' stuck in my head for like two weeks.

I assumed it was by Run Kid Run, because the band name and the lyrics are like parallel. [Stupidest logic EVER but whatever.] But it's Check Yes, Juliet by We The Kings, so. xD

I've officially been converted to wearing Vans. Last year and all summer, it was all about the Converse, and now... I only wear my Converse to concerts.

That's depressing but whatever. =)

Yeah.

That's all I have to say.

This is what my life's like.

it's hard to secretly eat oreos when you're wearing chapstick

Holy shit.

Occasionally, I check out the 'That's Really Weak' music blog on Yahoo! Music. It's usually boring stuff about Britney Spears and American Idol that I skim through. That's what I did this week, except I read this paragraph:

"First, the infant daughter of rapper Juvenile was tragically gunned down last weekend, allegedly by his babymama's 17-year-old son. Our condolences go out to Juvenile's entire family at this difficult time."

That's so awful. I'm not even kidding...

I can't even begin to imagine how horrible the family must feel... Or how messed up that 17 year old must be.

These are the reasons I lose faith in society.

Someone Explain Why I Like 18th Century Satire...

I just absolutely adore some people.
And freaking despise others.


I just want someone to figure out what's wrong with me.
Why do I care so little about so much?


I want a book to read and a CD to import.
I want to find Invisible Monsters and pick up Two Shoes.


I want it to be April, but I don't want to hear about my sister's new "concert experiences."
Why am I jealous?


I was going to go to a local show tonight, but my friends all bailed.
Yet I still feel like I have plans.


I wish it would rain.
I like the sounds cars make on the wet pavement.


Acoustic guitars > electric guitars.
Unless you're like [insert any of the bands I listen to here] or something.


Jordan Stewart is absolutely brilliant.
I want to find his book also, but I get the feeling the little book store a few blocks down won't have it.


I'm running out of money.
$50 for Mom's birthday present, $10 for my The Cat Empire CD, $20 for a new book...


I only have $100...
I miss the time when that seemed like a lot.


At least I saved $10 I was going to spend on the cover charge for the local show.
I get to keep $10 and write depressing blog entries.


Good deal.

So Here's To Being Alone

Listening to: The City That Reads (Acoustic) by The Graduate
What I Should Be Doing: Reading the last 10 pages of chapter 29 in my history book and sleeping
I'm Also: Playing solitaire

Honestly, The City That Reads is my favorite song right now. It's just like brilliance in 4 minutes and 25 seconds. And it was free. =)

http://www.absolutepunk.net/artists/showlink.php?l=3813&catid=searchresults&searchid=2671145
That's a link to The Graduate's AbsolutePunk profile. They have a link to download the EP there. It's pretty much amazing, so you should check it out.

I've downloaded a bunch of free EPs/CDs lately, and I'm pretty happy with all of them. Free music from MySpace and Facebook's pretty awesome too.

I'm just on a free music spree at the moment. =P

I want 103 songs right now. I've got no iTunes money, so I'm pretty much going to be waiting until May 13.

In about 6 hours, I took 7 and a half pages of notes on chapters 27-29 of my history book [which is effing awful by the way], and I'm STILL not finished.

Bad habits.

I want to go to the book store so badly...